No Surprise

No Surprise – Chris Daughtry

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why...
It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE
It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as NO SURPRISE
If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why
It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE
The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wrong and right, our memories
The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE

Esperando

Puede dar muchas vueltas y pensar lo peor, recrear un..."estaba esperando esto" o un "esto es lo mejor", puede sufrir y estar alerta o preparado para escuchar lo peor pero después de una pérdida qué puede ser peor? saber que las cosas retomaron su turno? o saber que ya no figuras más en escena? claro esta que provocaría sentimientos encontrados y una serie de sensaciones que me gustaría postergar y sentirlas allá en mi lecho de muerte para no tener mucho tiempo de sentirme egoísta y miserable por secretamente no desear esa felicidad...para permitirme ser un humano al final de la historia y no sentirme culpable...sea lo que sea creo que puedo esperar a que mi intranquilidad se apaciente.

me gusta correr

Es un muy buen simulacro...

quiero entender

Que no existen las casualidades, que todo pasa para algo y que sea válido a mis ojos no significa sea real.